ACDC - Hells Bells. On too many parties and the straw that broke the camels back was an enrollment day for first graders. It was played multiple times, by the school itself.

Thanks now it’s in my head for the rest of the night.

A big fear of having children, while simultaneously knowing I want at least one child for sure. I know that there is never a correct time, but man, my job situation is shitty with no end in sight. A child brings the possibility that I might have to work minimum wage in the future, because academia might spit me out. The free market seems to auto-reject me since two years and unfortunately my qualification is kind of a nieche. I fear the dependance on others a child brings and the lingering disappointment in a lot of people. The friedships it will cost, because some are hardcore childfree or there is only so much time in a day. I fear the criticism it will bring and the sleepless nights. I fear all of this and more but still want it so bad it kind of tears me appart sometimes.

Thanks!

Okay, what is AAVE?

I can only speak for me, but the older I got, character became more important for me in terms of dating. Somehow you realise that you spend a lot of time with a partner and you will not have a good time if He/she is only good looking but not a nice person at all.

K, thx, that cured me

Spend too much time online -> Read dumb shit -> Tadaaa

Someone played too much Hatoful Boyfriend I guess.

(https://store.steampowered.com/app/310080/Hatoful_Boyfriend/)

I can’t.

MushroomGPT says to devour the ever decaying biomass, while hiding in the cold and soft ground, connected to unfanthomably old trees.

Sounds kinda good